Today was a lot harder than yesterday, which I wasn't expecting. Yesterday I had welcome backs and albeit only a few, a couple of sorries. I was also consumed yesterday by the 700+ emails I had to catch up on, so I was occupied by relatively mundane tasks .
Today however, everything was pretty much fully back to "normal" only one person asked how I was, and my normal workload started pouring back in. Meetings, analysis requests, reviewing and finalizing reports.
It's as if I was never gone, as if nothing happened and I was screaming inside all day saying "Say something!"
I am not saying I wanted everyone going around giving me a pity party. The hardest thing for me is that people don't acknowledge that my baby girl existed.
Mantra for now...One day at a time....
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